Sometimes it just is what it is

You know what I hate? The Unknown.

I would rather feel bad about knowing something that I don't want to know, then feel unsure about the situation. So... now I know a lot about various situations around me. Do I feel better? Somewhat.

Some didn't turn out like I thought, but at least I know. The NOT knowing was killing me from the inside.

Do you know what I hate? Liver. I do, I can not eat it no matter what form it is served. Cold, hot, mashed, baked... I just can't eat liver. I have tried for decades, but it just won't happen. Life is the same way. Sometimes you just can't make things work, no matter how hard you try. You WANT it to work out, but it doesn't. No matter what you do, it will not work out.

Such drama in my life. I should have been an actor for a living. At least I could have been paid for all this drama.