Wednesday, April 07, 2010

Downward slope

I've been reading some of my previous posts and feel good about the progress I've made as an individual. To witness my own growth the past five years is incredible. I wonder if this would have occurred anyway (through natural wisdom) or because I focused on changing myself for so many years.

I've felt pretty stagnant in the personal growth department lately. I'm not sure why yet, but I have felt this way for the past year. Perhaps I need some change in my life. I'm so afraid of commitment lately, that I'm not sure settling down would be an option.

How do you know when you are happy? I'm not talking about "eating ice cream" happy, but true happiness. I would guess that if I am asking this question, I'm not truly happy right now. A happy individual would not realize that he is unhappy.

I must be going through an introvert stage right now. Cycles... life is all about cycle patterns.

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