This site is a sort of sanctuary for my thoughts. Some have been good, most not as good. This has been the one place where the real me is exposed.
I've been through a lot of pain the past few months. And I mean A LOT of pain. I haven't felt this much pain in years. It gets better every day. Of course I knew it would. It always does, but having that knowledge never makes it easier.
I have never been one to regret my decisions. I can't say that I regret anything I've done the past year. I do wonder though... That's the hardest part. Trying to keep those thoughts at bay.
Anyway, I think I'll try posting here again. Lets see how well this works out.
