You know what sucks? Knowing you have to get up early the next morning, but you can't seem to fall asleep. Seriously, what is up with that? Perhaps my using the computer for the past three hours may have something to do with it. Perhaps.
Either way, it still sucks. I seem to be missing that little voice in my head that handles self control. I KNOW I should go to bed early, but I don't. I know I shouldn't drink so much, but I do. I should be exercising more, but I'm not.
What happened to my inner self control voice? Everyone I know has that little voice in their head. I should know. I keep trying to get people to stay out with me, but they don't. Why? Because they are listening to that DAMN inner voice.
I don't think I have ever had that inner voice. I wonder if it is something that people learn. Perhaps the voice is created through habit or eventually with time. Not sure, but here I am typing away on the computer instead of going to sleep.
I think I may be consuming too much caffeine. Did I just say that? Hell, there is that little voice. It may have been there all this time, but I keep it locked up because it keeps spewing out nonsense. Too much caffeine... One can never have too much caffeine.
Never mind, I just realized that I have that inner voice. I just don't listen to my inner voice. If it would only listen to reason, maybe I would let it out more often. Until then, it will be locked away in the dark recesses of my mind.
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