Monday, October 27, 2008

Which way is north?

What is it in my nature that craves drama? And I'm not talking about "Let's go watch a play" drama. I'm talking about "Running for your life in the woods with a serial killer chasing you" drama.

There must be something there... I just don't know what it is yet. I have been trying to figure that part of my life out for a few years now. I am no closer than I was three years ago. I have tried looking from the outside in (well as best as I could), but that didn't work. I have tried to avoid certain type of personalities that thrive on drama. No matter what I try, I always end up with the drama.

I am a drama magnet. Can't you demagnetize a magnet? Hmm... I wonder if I could do that to myself. I swear I must have all the electrons in my body pointing in the same direction that attracts the negative energy.

I heard that "Enchanted Rock" has energy running through it. I need to take a short trip out there and lay on the rock for a while. Perhaps, my body chemistry will change and I won't attract the negative energy anymore.

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