Another Dark Secret

Okay, It's been quite some time since I've told any secrets. I've got to get this one out of me or I'll explode.

I like Nick Lachey's new song. I know it's been out a while now, but I just couldn't tell anyone out there that I like it. Not out of fear that I would be labeled gay or anything like that. It's just, you know, Nick Lachey. I never like any of the boy bands. And to tell you the truth, I don't really know which boy band he was from. N'sync, Backstreet Boys, or 98 Degrees. Who the hell cares?

I'll explain why I like this song. It's real. I can feel the honesty and pain in his voice as he is singing this song. I think his recent divorce is what is driving the emotions of this song and it seems so real. Everyone knows what pain feels like. I can relate to his feelings. Before he felt this pain, all of the other songs were just crap. I like songs about pain and suffering for some reason. They just seem more real.

Mariah Carey's last album was definitely one of my favorites. Why? The pain. She was obviously going through some sort of breakup before this album. And she used the album as a healing method. This is how I use music. To heal and remember what it feels like to be human. The words and music run through me like wild fire.

Okay, that was a bit corny, but it's the truth. Good Lord, that feels much better. Holding that in was tearing me apart from the inside. But you know what Internet world? You can have what's left of me...

Sorry... couldn't resist.