Thursday, May 26, 2005

Closure (Part II)

Ok, it is very apparent that I lied about the closure part a couple
of days ago. Well, I actually thought that I was feeling some sense
of closure but I was completely wrong. I feel very much worse now
than I did last week since I talked to my ex. I have this gut
feeling (spidey sense) that she is dating other people. Of course, we
are no longer a couple so she is not doing anything wrong. Problem
is, it is still a very crappy feeling to know that your ex has moved
on and is seeing others. I can only focus on myself again and must
start the healing process all over again. I must be a sucker for
pain because I keep doing this to myself for some reason. I'm a big
believer in karma. I think this will come full circle some day.

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