Tough Times

I was told by several people that the only way to get over my past
relationship is to move on with my life.
That includes not communicating with my ex-girlfriend.
For the past few weeks she has not called or written, so it was not
very hard to ignore her.

Today, she called my work for the first time since we stopped
communicating three weeks ago.
It is for some small problem she is having with her work, but it is
hard listening to her voice on my voicemail.
I can not call her because that would only make me feel worse
afterwards.
I have this knowledge, but I must admit it is still extremely hard
not to call her.

I have to trust those around me right now more than my own instincts.
I have to let go and trust that they are giving me the best advice
for my situation.

"And when we meet, which I'm sure we will.
All that was there, will be there still.
I'll let it pass and hold my tongue,
And you will think that I've moved on..."

Dido - White Flag