You know, I have been trying to stay busy since my daughter went back with her mom full time. And not having a relationship right now has really sucked, so I have been trying to occupy my free time. I am taking an online class and pretty much go out every night during the week. Now, I feel totally exhausted. Of course, this isn't so bad but I think I'm going overboard. I plan on taking a day off soon and just relaxing. I need to take some personal time and find some inner peace again.
I feel like life is rushing by so quickly and if I don't grab on it will pass me by. Well I realized that it will pass by, but that is ok. Because it will be back around again. See, I think life is really just this one big cycle that keeps repeating. So if there is something I missed the first time around, I can just wait and catch it the next time. This is definitely not the way Americans view life normally. We feel the need to rush, rush, rush... No wonder I'm so tired. Screw that, life is short but it is not finite. I have to admit that I'm actually starting to enjoy this ride on the merry-go-round called life.
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