Fast Car

You got a fast car
And I got a plan to get us out of here
I been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
We won't have to drive too far
Just 'cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living

- Tracy Chapman

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I was listening to this song today and realized that I have never really saved a large sum of money to just up and go somewhere. In fact, all of the times I have moved to a different city, I have carefully planned my new life. I had a job prior to moving and I found a place to live ahead of time.

It sounds kind of exciting to just pack up and move somewhere without any planning involved. To just figure it out along the way. I'm sure it is frustrating at times, but that would be the best part. Afterwards, when everything is settled, it would feel so good to see your accomplishments through the rough times.

I have always had this conservative side to me. I don't like to travel without knowing my destinations and route. Even when I take a roadtrip, I like to know where the nearest emergency places (gas stations, hotels, etc.) are at all times. Just in case. This is the dorkiest side of me. I shouldn't make myself sound too boring. It's not like I have all of this pre-planned on road trips. I just keep myself aware as I'm traveling. As I pass a gas station, I note (mentally) how many miles it's been that way If I break down, I know how far I have to travel to get help. I have this strong sense of self-preservation. I don't like to place myself in a helpless situation.

Anyway, Now I want to just pack up all my belongings and move somewhere. I probably won't, but the desire is still there.