Rhythm in my Soul

I have always been a huge fan of music. The rhythm that flows through
my soul is unstoppable. I have a secret to reveal...

Sometimes, when no one is looking... I put on some really funky music
and dance around by myself in the living room. Yep, it's true. I have
been doing this since I was a young lad. And not just some small
dance movements. Nope, some serious "get down" and "get funky"
dancing. I love to dance but the whole club scene is not what I'm
interested in doing. I would rather dance in some small hole in the
wall place.

Lately, the woman I am currently dating has taken me to some really
interesting hole in the wall places. I didn't even know existed. This
surprised me (a lot). I thought I really knew most, if not all, of
these type of places around my neighborhood. I was extremely wrong.
The funny thing is that we have never danced in any of these places.
I wanted to get up and shake my groove thing, but she has never
wanted to dance. This is when I realized just how much I like to dance.

What does this all mean? I'm not sure. But I have learned a long time
ago, that these small things are not "deal breakers". Whether she is
a dancer or not, will not change the fact that I like to dance.
Perhaps she is just not comfortable enough to dance when it is just
the two of us. I guess that's not really fair to her because these
small places have no one else dancing when I want to dance. But
anyone that knows me can understand that I have no care in the world
whether anyone else is watching us or not. When I go out to have a
good time, I go out and have a GOOD time. I still believe that life
is too short to be worried about other people and their thoughts.
Everyone in this world is a dork in some way or another. I constantly
remind myself that no one is perfect no matter how much they try to
pretend they are perfect. The people that try the hardest to portray
this perfection are the people most screwed up in the head.

Funny, I'm actually one of these people that try to portray
perfection to the world... Then again, everyone knows that I'm really
messed up in the head. So, when you see someone else out there acting
all "perfect", just think of me and I can guarantee it will bring a
smile to your face.